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tää kuulostaa ihan hirveeltä emokakalta mutsilti! :D

on se jännä (...) ku aina välillä ajatukset ajelehtii joihinki menneisiin ihmisiin ja sit ihmettelee et miksei niiden kanssa o enää tekemisissä mut sit kun näkee niistä yhdenkin kuvan tai yhdenkin niiden kirjottaman lauseen ni muistaa et aini, ton takii.

on se jännä! oon huomannu kans et mua ei kiinnosta enää ulkopuolisten elämät, niiku irlkavereiden tai sukulaisten tms. oon liian orientoitunut hypoteettiseen tulevaisuuteeni eikä ne mahu sinne, lol

on se jännä!

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Haven't been in school for 9 or 10 weeks and haven't been socializing during that time more than twice :D One might argue I enjoy my own company too much. I've heard I've studied for my uni entrance exams more than some of my friends but I reckon waay less than I should've. The best (and the only good) thing about Spring, the icehockey world championships aren't really helping! :D They're only playing the preliminary roungs I'm getting really worked up about the games already! Just can't help it, too awesome.

I don't really have anything to update about anymore because all I do these days is just sit at home, nolife or read a bit. But!

I have finally sent out my university applications!

...I feel so old. That's nothing new, though, I'ce had a age crisis ever since I turned 15 - I still feel more like 12 than 19. :E

Anyway, I ended up applying toooo seven :D Three of which I'd actually like to get in to, two of which are plan B's and two of which I just threw in because I'll do the entrance exam anyhow and it seemed stupid not to apply to them too. Even though I really don't want to get in to them because they're like a 5hr drive away :D

Oh well, at least it's done now. So atm I should be studying my ass dripping with sweat but blergh. :D

OH AND. I've been really damn pissed off since last night - my mobile went bust. AGAIN. I bought it only two years ago and it was over four-fucking-hundred euros and it's already the second time it just went "oh fuck it *dies*". Of course it did it on a Friday night and the only mobile shop in town closes down at 1pm on Saturdays aka when I was still trying to fix it. Well, now I've got some ancient piece of crap mom used a few years back and I've given up trying to fix my own. I've been browsing for new mobiles but laksjf the ones that are cheap enough don't have enough memory or other features I need but I'd really rather not spend more than 200€ on a new one, even that's a bit much if you ask me. :| MACHINES, IHU.

I'VE BEEN A DUMBASS AIR-HEAD ALL DAY. But oy, it's justified! I've finally finished school \:D/ I guess atm I should be racking my brain and trying to figure out which Uni to apply to and whatnot but blergh. Decisions aren't really my thing, y'know? And now I should decide between two, seemingly similar unis without knowing practically anything about them. :C I've still got all April to decide, though. ...idk. Idk. Idk! IDK!!

Anyway, today's been -- well, awesome :D It's been pretty quiet around the house today so I've just been putting jigsaw puzzles together and reading all day. ♥

I've kiiiiiiiiiiinda fucked up my sleeping patterns :D It's three am now and it seems really weird that I should eat, like, dinner now? In the middle of the night? I mean - I definitely should, I got up 9,5hrs ago so normally it'd be about six o'clock right now. I should eat! ...but one is not supposed to eat a heavy meal at 3am, right? :D My mind can't handle this!

Beware, my darlings, beware, I got the Oxford Dictionary of Idioms in the mail today, if I update ever again (seems pretty unlikely judging on the amount of posts I've made so far this year - I shall hang my head in shame) I'll take full advantage of said publication. :D + I also ordered a Thesaurus last week and it should arrive tomorrow so yay! :D ...now that we're talking books, I might add that I've got a real problem with them. Liek srsly. I keep ordering them even though I never even read! :D Only during this year I've already bought, like, umm, five? And today I spent another 35€ on four books online :D It's getting out of hand! But I really like books - the feel of them, the smell of them, flipping through them. I hate using online dictionaries too, they seem so -- idek, troublesome? Impersonal? Ha, idk. Books♥

...Is it just me or do I write in a really funny way? :D I blame my English matriculation exam (that was on Friday), I've paid attention to really random things because of it. OH OH OH OH AND OH! !!!!!!111oneone As I've said, it's 3am now soooo in a bit over 4 hours I'll know how I did. >:E I'M SCARED. I'm not really even that sure if the results are there but they should be. They aren't even the official results yet but butbutbut---omg results!!1

Okay I have to get something to eat now :D Toodlepip an' all that.

At 9am sharp today, on Friday the 13th, my English matriculation will start. aka 72 minutes from now I'll be wrecking any hope of getting into an university to study Enligsh. ...I'm honestly shitting myself.

ps, I'm spamming tweeting!

"Your photo(s) shown below have been short-listed for inclusion in the sixth edition of our Schmap London Guide, to be published early March 2009."

...I guess I should've used Flickr more :D

but srsly, wth. First that Canadian girl on deviantArt and now this. It's really weird!

Nope, not dead. Yet. :D There'd actually be things to write about but blah I can't be bothered with them right now. I just had to post this because omglolwtfawwwwwwwwwwwwww~

This will probably come out awkwardly but thank you so much for the watch. It really means alot coming from you. Your pencil portraits are amazingly spectacular and your portrait of Tadashi is one of the reasons I started drawing Pura. Thank you so, so much. ♥

Just ----aww! It's really random, though. A 15-year-old Canadian girl said it and just ----awwww♥

[ETA]; oh oh oh oh! I'm doing my version of Project 365 and I'm sure I've linked it before but anyway, it's here at my blog mostly in Finnish though. But I thought I'd let you know! :D

it's really effin' snowing :D

and shush you, i'm writing an analysis of a short story for finnish ;C